Tuesday, November 25, 2003
4:17 PM
... turning 23 ...
in a few hours, i'll be 23. mixed emotions, yes, but im really more on the sad part... im used to celebrating it with my partner, but this time around, we're separated. miles apart actually. ill be alone 2nyt. ill be alone. ill stare at the moon alone. ill welcome my bday alone. ill be thinking of him. and im gonna call him, or he'll call me. maybe that's it for now... just us talking over the fone.
i thot im over it--- missing him this much. but i was wrong. inside my heart is a kid yearning for some warmth. and his warmth is the only warmth that can comfort me now...
im sad. and im turning 23. 2nyt. without him, beside me. but i know, in spirit, we'll be... together. somehow.
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