Sunday, May 29, 2005
10:02 AM

... that ouchy-but-sarap feeling ...

i now remember the feeling....
tnx mr henna artist. _______________________________________

Thursday, May 26, 2005
12:30 AM

... the power of photography101 and corel ...

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Monday, May 23, 2005
10:52 PM

... pwm @ villa josefina II ...

twas a blast. thou daming di nagpakita, at maraming nagdrawing lang,
nagenjoi naman kmi! rica ang feeling-feelingan dahil malaki yung resort para sa amin.
i really had fun!






the fab five of fansol

jayd aka rnb queen, ako yun! syempre ang nabasag ay si rudolf, ooohhh bakla!

niel aka melanie/queen of standards, congrats! simula pa lang nung planning, tensyonada ka na ateng, hanggang sa huli e tensyonada ka pa rin. at kung feeling mo e di success yung swimming natin, nagkakamali ka. tandaan mo, hindi ibig sabihin na konti lang ang dumating e hindi na successful. mas importante yung enjoyment natin da vah?

mac aka rockstar, twas nice to see you again at grabah huh, pumayat ka na. pero nung uminom ka na ng beer e lumobo ulit yung tyan mo, hahaha! keep on rockin!

rudolf aka divine diva, kse may natural voice like a gurlalu itey!

renan aka ms korea/ tweetumz empress, taray mo huh! bago ka pa lang e 2 na ang korona moh! hehehe, kiddin aside, thnax sa pagsama mo, khit di ka pa namin kilala, pumunta ka. see u again soon!





hay, saya tlga nung outing. of course, ndun kse c ginger ko. na kinulit ako nung antok na xa kaya namiss ko ang baklaan nung inuman! pero keri lang, moment ko un e. ahihihi! _______________________________________

Friday, May 20, 2005
4:59 PM

... u better be! and stop being such a %^&*%$^%#@!!!! ...

just wanna post this here.
my exchange with josh.






Im sorry for the all caps and the no proper punctuation marks sorry kung nasaktan ko ang feelings mo sa mga nasasbi ko i apologize,hope you fargive me.

thanks
josh
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JAYD Wrote:
>the "all caps" says it all.
the "no proper punctuation marks" says another.
"bye" is such a strong word.

now, i'm really disappointed. i was not expecting this.

and correction pls, i was already with BED even before there was Government.
but sa knila, wala akong narinig, nung nagpro-promote ako ng govt. as in wala akong narinig na msamang salita.

pero sa inyo, masama ang naexperience ko. esp with this conversation.

again, i was not expecting this. my only intention was to tell u what i feel.
no more, no less.

my piece.

jayd







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josh Wrote:
>
ITS OK I UNDERSTAND,I THINK SA LAHAT NG PLACES MAY MGA TAONG GANUN KATULAD NG SINASABI MO.AND IF YOU LET PEOPLE SAY THAT TO WELL YOU JUST PROVE TO THEM THAT YOUR NOT ENTITLE TO WHAT GOVERNMENT IS OFFERING PEOPLE REALLY DISCRIMINAT WHEREEVR YOU ARE BUT WE IN GOVERNMENT PROMOTE NO DISCRMINATION AT ALL.WHATEVER MAKES YOUR CLUBBING NIGHT HAPPY AND IF THATS BED IM HAPPY FOR YOU,SERIOUSLY.THATS WHY GOVT IS HERE PARA MA EXPERIENCE NG LAHAT NG BAKLA CLASS A,B,C,D, CROWD ANG HI-LEVEL KIND OF CLUBBING.THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT!!!IM GLAD THAT YOUR SUPPORTING BED NOW.KAMI NAMAN SA GOVT WE WILL CONTINUE TO GIVE ALL KINDS OF GAY MAHIRAP O MAYAMAN WHAT THEY DESERVE IN PARTYING ATTITUDE IS JUST A STATE OF MIND,WEHEN YOU GO TO GOVT BRING YOURSELF AND ENJOY LEAVE THE PEOPLE WITH THE DARK ATITUDE.THAT SHOULD BE YOU ATTITUDE.ENJOY YOUR LIFE BYE!!!

JOSH
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JAYD Wrote:
>tnx josh. im sorry. but i think its about time i have to tell you this.
there are some people who are so elitist and are so discriminating @ Government.
=(
sayang. u know how i have helped invite people to come and party @ Govt.
kita naman sa guestlist d ba? laging madami.
but a lot of my friends were discriminated.
and even me.
may mga nagsasabing trying hard daw ako. that im climbing, stuff like that.
e ang tahi-tahimik ko nga. kilala mo naman ako d ba?
all i wanted was to help promote Govt, un lang.
sad tlga, parang msamang tao pa ako ngayon....

i hope di maapektuhan ang friendship natin.
people are starting to notice it also, and i just refer them to either you,jojo or henry.

Govt is a fab place. really! but as of now, im saddened by the fact that i dont feel welcome anymore.

=(

send my regards to raj (advance hapi bday!), mommah henry, dj bam, and mon.


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josh Wrote:
>
more power jayd
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JAYD Wrote:
>finallY, uploaded na ang pix from dada Kuron's bday bash (Flower Power)
last may13 @ BED.

follow this link guys:


http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/comet_ph/album?.dir=/c4f0&.src=ph&.tok=phJDY_CBVkG_JHh_

see yah next week @ BED!

upcoming events:

- BED of Roses
- The White Party

and a lot more...... _______________________________________

Thursday, May 19, 2005
10:06 PM

... hmmm...... ...

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8:54 AM

... i was StarstruckD! ...

finally i met u.
and it was soooo much fun.
from the vid, to d cool stuff i put on yer camfone
(which u just realized is such a powrful and fun gadget),
to yer no drama undressing,
and yer "is it ok if i'm passive versa top"
to yer being otherwise...
and for flaterring me with saying i'm "mas pogi"
compared to those cute guys i've shown u over d net.

and u were just 17, which reminds me of QAF...
u were justin, i was brian... only a lot younger.

what happened to our youth?
BLAG!

karl is one of the finalist of the latest batch of Starstruck
u cud just imagine how cute he is... and yummy. _______________________________________

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
10:12 AM

... a new camfone for my gf ...

ooops! gulat ka noh!
im talkin bout mah mom. teehee!

i and my sis just bought her a new camfone.
tgal na rin nya gus2 magkaron nun e.
we cudnt w8 for her bday on juy31 kaya we gave it to her na.
some sort of a post mother's day and pre-bday gift. tipid d ba?
of course she was so happy with it!

mudra, mahal na mahal ka namin ni len! =) _______________________________________

Friday, May 13, 2005
1:02 PM

... FLOWER POWER ...



FLOWER POWER
Kuron's Bday Bash
see yah guys 2nyt!
BED Malate _______________________________________

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
9:48 AM

... i can see smile now! =) ...

finally.
sinundo na rin sya (my dad) ng isa sa mga kapatid nya.
kung di pa namin sasabihin na naipa-blotter na namin xa
at kung hindi pa aalis ay ipapa-baranggay na tlga!
akala nila ay nananakot lang kmi.
of course not. we were serious about it.

so he left. but said he's gonna come back for sum other stuff he left.
good luck! we've changed all our padlocks and of course, he cant just
go there sa area dahil nga sa blotter.

anyways, one good thing which came up
(due to hours of waiting for Joseph @ Wendy's La Salle),
i already told my mom about my relationship with Joseph.
and im so glad she accepted me, ng buong-buo.
and she has nothing against joseph dhil he's a good family person din, jus lyk me.
and my sis, she's so happy. wala na ang mortal enemy nya sa house.

ive learned a lot from this experience.
and maraming nagbagong pananaw sa akin.
now, i can fully understand y some broken families live more peacefully than those not broken but full of anger, hatred, jealousy, pride, and dishonesty.
maaring nawatak na nga ang pamilya namin.
pero mas importante na ngayon para sa amin and aming kapayapaan at kaginhawaan.


Thank u Lord. Wag mo kaming pababayaan.
Maraming maraming salamat po. _______________________________________

Monday, May 09, 2005
12:58 PM

... ang baliw. ...

ang baliw kong ama e nkuha pang manakot.
sisraan daw kmi sa work naming magkapatid.
sisrain daw mga buhay namin.

di ko ma-dig pare.
sya na ang may atraso, sya pa ang may ganang sabihin ang mga salitang ito.

wala akong ibang maisip na tawag dun kundi baliw.

galit ako. galit ako sa baliw.

pero pag pinatulan ko, mas baliw ako d ba?

hahahaha!

ang saya saya! _______________________________________

Friday, May 06, 2005
6:27 PM

... the head (not the nasty head u myt think...) ...

until now, i still cant imagine my dad having an affair at his golden age.
eeeew!
i never had an idea that it would happen. but it happened.

so now im assuming his role as head of this family.
i am gonna be taking care of my mom and my sister till she gets married...

maybe that's my mission, to take care of my mom.
and maybe this thing with mom's radio is a blessing for me.
its mother's day this sunday and i'm planning to treat her out.
it need not to be really flamboyant with all the works.
i just wanna make sure that she will have a good day, a little pampering blah blah.

another journey for me.
i feel stronger thou.

i have a lot of things that i wanna say but i feel weird writing all the details of our argumentations here. some things are really best kept unwritten. but in my heart, it will always be there.

to my dad, ur still my dad. noone can replace you.
but you chose the other girl over us.
u r free to go now.

i am letting you go now.

i will miss you, of course.
but you chose that path.

i dunno how the good Lord shall bless you.
but still, i pray for your safety and happiness.

i still love you dad.

that is why i am so hurt when u left us......

now, i am assuming your role as head of this family.
and may the good Lord bless me and guide me all thru d days to come. _______________________________________

Tuesday, May 03, 2005
5:18 PM

... circuitasia weekend was a blast! ...

ey! though we were not able to go to any of the circuitasia 05 parties,
we had fun @ d afterparties @ BED.
good thing, i was able to tag along joseph, my babes, with me.
i had fun with u guys (M, Niel, Mico)
he would usually decline kc. but not this time!

here are some pics from the parties.
and of course, from the KTV thing we did! cutesy!











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