for us beautiful gay guys, its one question we'd always get during EB/SEBs (eyeballs/sex eyeballs).
Basically, its just asking a gay guy's preference when it comes to having sex. The TOP guys get to do the fucking, while the BOTTOM guys get the fucking. i used to say im VERSA (versatile). but nowadays, i say NEITHER, meaning im not into anal sex. Its a security thing for me since i would like to see the other gay guy in flesh before i would know which role to play. More often, id just be passive. i just need sum1 to suck me dry. but there wud be times when i wud be tempted to fuck. and there are times i wud feel that magic itch and i wud beg for the other gay guy to get inside me (safely of course darling!)... especially when the guy is so damn good in bed and he knows how to do it properly, knows the right timing, knows all the weak spots, and knows how to really REALLY please a sex partner....
like last night. i had a blast. *wink* i met rico. he's an old friend of mine. we dated almost a year ago. but it was only last night when i got to discover his [s]expertise...
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Wednesday, April 27, 2005
4:25 PM
... bangkok pill-ing (again?) ...
im not obese ok? im not even extremely fat. i just wanna go back to my ideal figure (which i was able to reach last year!)
bottomline is, i neeeeeeed to shed out some 20lbs.
ive been working out for 3 months now and im getting the shape again. but i know, i need something more. i need to be fit before summer ends!
and so ive tried herbal biguerlai and kankuni teas. they gave me bad stomachaches and all. bad!
ive tried abs bitterherbs and herbal tea, good but only on the 1st 2 weeks. after that, ur body will be used to it so u wont feel any effect anymore. sad.
ive tried lecithin 120. good but wud make me dizzy at times. and gave me very high sexual urges! (which is not good coz i already have high sexual urges at normal times) horny!
ive tried ballerina slimming capsules. so far this wud be the best. but the thing is, i cant stay out of the office or haus for so long. coz ive to poopoo more frequently. mahu!
oh there. bangkok pills! ive tried it 2 years ago and it was a success. though it gave me palpitations at some times. made me high as well! but lost almost 30lbs in 3 weeks!
to hell with the complications. we'll all die anyways. but i wanna die with a hot bod! hehe! at least!
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
10:40 AM
... MGA TURO NI TATAY AT NANAY ...
i got this from an email. kakatuwa. read on. =)
MGA TURO NI TATAY AT NANAY
Tandang Tanda Namin Ni Kuya Ang Saya At Lumbay Sa Poder Nila Inay At Itay... Lalo Na Ang Mga Magagandang Lessons Na Natutunan Namin Sa Kanila!
Si Inay, tinuruan niya ako ng HOW TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "Kung kayong dalawa ay magpapatayan, doon kayo sa labas. Mga punyeta kayo, kalilinis ko lang ng bahay."
Natuto ako ng RELIGION kay Itay. "Kapag yang mantsa di natanggal sa carpet, magdasal ka na!"
Si Itay, tinuruan niya kami ni Kuya kung anong ibig sabihin ng TIME TRAVEL. "Kung di kayo tumigil ng pagngangawa diyan, tatadyakan ko kayo ng todo hanggang umabot kayo sa isang linggo!"
Kay Inay ako natuto ng LOGIC. "Kaya ganyan, dahil sinabi ko."
Kay Inay din ako natuto ng MORE LOGIC. "Kapag ikaw ay nalaglag diyan sa bubong, ako lang mag- isa ang manonood ng sine."
Kay Itay naman natuto ng FORESIGHT si Kuya. "Siguraduhin mo na lagi kang magsusuot ng malinis na brief, para pag nakascore ka sa syota mo e di kahiyahiya."
Si Inay naman ang nagturo sa akin kung ano ang ibig sahibin ng IRONY. "Sige ngumalngal ka, kung di bibigyan talaga kita ng iiyakan mo!"
Si Inay ang nagpaliwanag sa akin kung ano ang CONTORTIONISM. "Tignan mo nga yan dumi sa likod ng leeg mo, tignan mo?!?"
Si Itay ang nagpaliwanag sa akin kung anong ibig sabihin ng STAMINA. "Wag kang tatayo diyan hangga't di mo natatapos kainin lahat yan gulay mo!"
At si Inay ang nagturo sa amin kung anong ibig sabihin ng BAD WEATHER. "Alangya, ano ba itong kuwarto nyong magkapatid, parang dinaanan ng bagyo!"
CIRCLE OF LIFE, ang paliwanag sa akin ni Inay ay ganito: "Malandi kang bata ka, iniluwal kita sa mundong ito, maari rin kitang alisin sa mundong ito."
Kay Itay ako natuto kung ano ang BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION. "Tatadyakan kita diyan, huwag ka ngang maguumarte diyan na parang Nanay mo!"
Si Inay naman ang nagpaliwanag sa amin kung anong ibig sabihin ng GRATITUDE. "Mga leche kayo, maraming mga batang ulila sa magulang, di ba kayo nagpapasalamat at mayroon kayong magulang na tulad namin?!"
Si Itay naman ang nagturo sa akin ng ANTICIPATION. "Tangna kang bata ka, hintayin mong makarating tayo sa bahay...."!
Si Inay naman ang nagturo sa aking kung ano ang HUMOR. "Kapag naputol yang mga paa mo ng pinaglalaruan mong lawn mover, wag na wag kang tatakbo sa akin at lulumpohin kita!"
Kay Itay naman natuto si Kuya ng HOW TO BECOME AN ADULT. "Kung di ka matutong magbati, eh di ka nga tatangkad."
Si Inay ang nagturo sa akin kung anong ibig sabihin ng GENETICS. "Nagmana ka nga talaga sa ama mong walanghiya."
Kay Inay din ako natuto ng WISDOM. "Pag umabot ka na ng edad ko, saka mo pa lang maiintindihan ang lahat."
At ang paborito ko sa lahat na natutunan ko kay Inay at Itay ay kung ano ang JUSTICE. "Isang araw magkakaroon ka rin ng anak, panalangin namin na sana'y matulad sila sa yo...haliparot!
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Monday, April 25, 2005
12:43 PM
... im so sleepy today ...
i shud have slept early. my bf and i got so kinky last nyt and nagkulitan lang kmi til abt 330am. now i am so sleepy! and i have taping in an hour.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz......
well, weekend went ok. went to slimmers pasay road last saturday. then to slimmers pan pacific last sunday.and we were damn surprised coz daming cute, keri, at karir sa pan pacific. di nakapagconcentrate bf ko dahil distracted sa mga nag-g0gym doon. hahaha! as for me, sanay na.... sanay na, na magkunwaring di distracted!
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Friday, April 22, 2005
3:32 PM
... deejay7: my wee hours fubu ...
and again, u messaged me. and i cant resist it. 3am then. and so it happened. another 20 mins of hot fun.
as i said, i get a good release when im with u...
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
1:05 PM
... vodka, mah fave drink! ...
Vodka
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9:41 AM
... oh boy, i hate it when u beg... ...
oh kim oh kavana u told me ur tired already and u beg to resched the "do"ing not knowing it wud arouse me more and more... and u kept on beggging but all those turned into ohhs and ahhs... and boy, do i love to see u moan and now u beg me to "do" you more...
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
5:21 PM
... pinakbet daw ako ...
Pinakbet: A mixture of vegetables that include: bittermelon, eggplant, and squash
we only have 20 minutes, yeah, that wud b coffee break... but please. DON BITE MY NIPPLES! i love it, but dont bite so much.
btw, nx time shud be longer. ayt?
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
11:40 AM
... 2 hours cardio @ BED??? ...
i missed it! and last nyt, i did it again! dancing nonstop for almost 2 hours @ BED's ramp. wahoo! thanx to Blue Frog! i didnt get so drunk, just enuf to make me dance wild. kebs kung mapaso at matapakan! and u forsyth, thanx for shouting @ me, which made me get even wilder! wahehehe! u bitch! *double slap twas nice to be with u again mah boo. twas nice to meet u chino. twas nice to see mah BEDfriends(dada, niel, abet, forsyth....) currently killing time. damn im so bored!
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Friday, April 15, 2005
9:58 AM
... chocolate milk thursday and studs and shooters ...
i had a great nyt last nyt. after 4 months, i and sean were on the scene again. sean is mah boo. we're not boyfriends ok? we tried but it didnt work out coz ive a bf and he wants an exclusive thing! and so i became his fairy godmother. boo is just our endearment term. cute kc. so there, we went to Government (for Chocolate Milk Thursday), had some Cuervo shots, some rnb dancing (which i hate d most!) and some boywatching. we left at around 1am. dumating na kc mga ibang friends ko (JR caru and Jayson doctora). We went to BED (Studs and Shooters). It was boo's 1st time in BED so mah BedFriends welcome(d) him. We had fun. Finally, i was able to have boo taste the BLUE FROG (Bed's finest drink). Hot boys of course, from connexion, downe, friendster, etc. We got hungry and tired dancing so we left and ate at Sylvia's. Then we went home. 530am. and i have work 9am. good luck!
currently trying to focus on starting Chum AVP waiting for Love for our VO taping not listening to music coz i still am half-deaf due to last nyt's boom boom will be havin breakfast after this.
"People killing, people flying, children hurt an living, crying..." (People killing, people dying; children hurt and you hear them crying)
Red Hot's Zephyr Song
"Fly away on my CELLPHONE...I feel it more than ever" (Fly away on my zephyr, I feel it more than ever)
John Mayer
"You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND... You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND I'll use my hands" (Body is a wonderland)
Greatest Love of All
"I decided long ago, never to walk with edu manzano..." (I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow)
Cry by Mandy Moore
"A walk to remember... it was late afternoon!" (I'll always remember, it was late afternoon)
All My Life by K-ci and Jojo
"supposed to be you're like my mother,supposed to be you're like my sister" (close to me you're like my mother... close to me you're like my sister)
Leaving on a jet plane by John Denver
"so kiss me and SMAFFLE me... (so kiss me and smile for me...)
Usher & Alicia's My Boo
"It started when we were younger you were NINE.." (It started when we were younger you were mine)
If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys
"some people want TAMBOURINES.." (diamond rings)
Britney's Baby One More Time
"My ONLY NEST is killing me... and I........(My loneliness....)
Thumbthumping (Chumbawumba)
"I get knocked down by an elephant, my mommas's gonna bring me down... " (I get knocked down, but I get up again...)
Crush by Jennifer Paige
"i-splash, a little crush.." (it's just.. a little crush..)
Red Hot's Californication -
"Viva Californication...." (Dream of Californication...)
No scrubs, TLC
"A scrub is a guy who thinks he's fine but is also known as a BUS STOP" (buster)
Waterfalls by TLC
"Don't go JASON waterfalls..." (Chasin')
Baa Baa Black Sheep
"Baa baa black sheep, heavy on the road..."
With A Smile by Eraserheads
"lift ur HAND.. baby dont be scared.. of the things that could go wrong along the way.. (HEAD!!!)
two-trick pony by sandwich
"i have been waiting for you all night under the glow of INSECENT LIGHT" (...under the glow of YOUR SATELLITE)
On Bended Knees by Boyz II Men
"Oh God give me the reason, I'M DOWN... ABANDON ME..."(I'm down on bended knee)
AND FINALLY....
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You by Glenn Medeiros
"Nothing's gonna change my love for you... you know NAMAN MY LOVE how much I love you..." (you ought to know by now how much I love you)
set 2 (eto puh!)
Greatest Love of All - I decided long ago, never to walk in edu manzano... (I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadow)
Cry by Mandy Moore - A walk to remember... it was late afternoon! (I'll always remember, it was late afternoon)
All My Life by K-ci and Jojo - supposed to be you're like my mother, supposed to be you're like my sister (close to me you're like my mother... close to me you're like my sister)
Where's the Love - People killing, people flying, children hurt an living,crying... (People killing, people dying; children hurt and you hear them crying)
Leaving on a jet plane - so kiss me and SMAFFLE me... (so kiss me and smile for me...)
Usher & Alicia's My Boo - It started when we were younger you were NINE... (It started when we were younger you were mine)
Eto pa: ...and you were my BEYBLADE... it started when were younger you were FINE... hehehe....
If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys - "some people want TAMBOURINES.." (diamond rings)
Britney's Baby One More Time - My ONLY NEST is killing me... and I........ (My loneliness....)
Thumbthumping (Chumbawumba) - I get knocked down by an elephant, my mommas's gonna bring me down... (I get knocked down, but I get up again...)
Crush by Jennifer Paige - "i-splash, a little crush.." ("it's just.. a little crush..")
Red Hot's Californication - "Viva Californication...." (Dream of Californication...)
No scrubs, TLC - "A scrub is a guy who thinks he's fine but is also known as a BUS STOP" (buster)
Waterfalls by TLC: Don't go JASON waterfalls... (Chasin')
John Mayer - You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND... You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND I'll use my hands (Body is a wonderland)
Baa Baa Black Sheep: "Baa baa black sheep, heavy on the road..."
With A Smile by Eraserheads: "lift ur HAND.. baby dont be scared.. of the things that could go wrong along the way.. (HEAD!!!)
Wag Na Wag Mong Sasabihin by Kitchie Nadal: maaaaaaaaaag... , magdamag mong sasabihin........
two-trick pony by sandwich - i have been waiting for you all night under the glow of INSECENT LIGHT (...under the glow of YOUR SATELLITE)
On Bended Knees by Boyz II Men: Oh God give me the reason, I'M DOWN...ABANDON ME... (I'm down on bended knee)
Red Hot's Zephyr Song: Fly away on my CELLPHONE...I feel it more than ever (Fly away on my zephyr, I feel it more than ever)
AND FINALLY....
Soul of Christ... sat beside me... (sanctify me! Ü)
ok di buh??????? -jayd *wink*
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9:48 AM
... What age would i die? ...
You Will Die at Age 70
70
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
ad astra per aspera
To become a powerful God,
u have to become a legend.
To become a legend,
u have to become a hero.
To become a hero,
u will have to beat me.
Good Luck.
the radioslave
26yo, queer, versa/b
(h) paranaque city
(o) ortigas center
5'7, 150lbs, tanned e mail me
ym id: jaydhunk
digits: 0906.410.2526
always perfumed
never mastered
forever slaved
soul booster
godlike-ing @ DOTA all-star
ks-ing mutizens of MU Dark Lord
endless hours of KTV
DVD-ing @ home
enjoying surround sound system
skindippin @ puerto galera
mana leak
awful smell/breathe/odor
annoying geeks
those nasty gurls
bad loobeys
long hours of foreplay
for ownage
unlimited hours of lan/ol gaming
mariah's whistle tone
a good gymbuddy
a beach wedding with my love
