Sunday, July 31, 2005
9:54 PM

... happy hatch day mudra! ...

even thou im sooooo damn pissed off coz im totally broke
(walang payroll nung friday, i was really expecting that huh!)
and so i had make do with what was left.
it was just a very intimate(?) lunch chuva with mahjong hahahaha!
our favorite spicy tuna carbonara, sweet bbq (mah bhe helped us out with that)
3 kinds of ice cream (chocolate, chocolate chip cookies, and coffee crumble)
we hate ice cream. mah bhe hates it! hahahaha!
yun! simple lang tlga but i guess it was fun.
i even bought a dozen of cheap roses from gimik last nyt @ malate
(from one of those kids)
sad thing lang, joseph didnt even said hi personally.
i saw him, but he ignored me.
whatever reason it is, thats ur call.
but mudra waited for u.

i wonder what mudra wished for her bday..... _______________________________________

Wednesday, July 27, 2005
2:42 PM

... tsismis... ...

Next time someone starts to spread gossip, think of this:

In ancient Greece (469 - 399 BC), Socrates was widely lauded for his wisdom.
One day the great philosopher came upon an acquaintance who ran up to him excitedly and said, "Socrates, do you know what I just heard about one of your students?"
"Wait a moment," Socrates replied. "Before you tell me I'd like you to pass a little test. It's called the Triple Filter Test."

"Triple filter?"

"That's right," Socrates continued. "Before you talk to me about my student let's take a moment to filter what you're going to say. The first filter is Truth. Have you made absolutely sure that what you are about to tell me is true?"

"No," the man said, "actually I just heard about it and..."

"All right," said Socrates. "So you don't really know if it's true or not. Now let's try the second filter, the filter of Goodness. Is what you are about to tell me
about my student something good?"

"No, on the contrary..."

"So," Socrates continued, "you want to tell me something bad about him, even though you're not certain it's true?"

The man shrugged, a little embarrassed.

Socrates continued. "You may still pass the test though, because there is a third filter - the filter of Usefulness. Is what you want to tell me about my student going to be useful to me?"

"No, not really..."

"Well," concluded Socrates, "if what you want to tell me is neither True nor Good nor even Useful, why tell it to me at all?"

The man was defeated and ashamed.

This is the reason Socrates was a great philosopher and held in such high esteem. And it's also the reason why Socrates never found out that Plato was banging his wife.

* got this from an email of grace cielo of trapik.com. very nice one gracie!

** currently craving for choco lava... deng! its been ages since d last time i had choco lava!
** currently taping week 33 of chum city radio with des (irma daldal) and sherwin (pong pagong)
** missing my bhe, he's sick now, huhuhuhu. myt drop by his pad later. _______________________________________

Tuesday, July 26, 2005
2:00 PM

... the loves of my life! ...

of course, mah mudra!


our lil angel buding who is super cutsey and super maligalig and sooooo sutil as well! ahihiihi!


mah sis, now very very happy with his new l0veydovey


seph mah super besfwend


and of course, mah super bait and lambing lambing bhe!




i live a busy life, u know that and u also know why, and all the time i spend with u,
will always make me worry no more,
for as long as we r together, we can do it!
i live for u and will breathe for u.


jayd "locker room drama" _______________________________________

Monday, July 25, 2005
9:29 AM

... 8am turned 11am with carbonara and chicken pastel! ...

ey bhe, i was really worried when u didnt showed up for our 8am usapan @ MRT huh.
gud thing u just woke up late. whew!
anyways, even thou we had to hurrrrrrry coz u promised to cook for lunch
(and mudra is relly excited bout it)
i had fun doin grocery with u.
and of course, people staring @ us! hmmmm.
as 1 guy remarked when we were about to que
"dito na kau 2 macho"
hahaha! if only he knew how gay we were.
coz we looked so cute and hot that time.
i was wearing black sando, he was wering white.
and so we arrived home around 1230.
prepared d carbonara and some inihaw he cooked last nyt
and then the chicken pastel, oh so yummy!
then of course, the ice cream! hehehe!
mah bhe loves ice cream!
then siesta afterwards...
oh boy, bhe is so cute when he's asleep.

im just so happy. really really happy. _______________________________________

Friday, July 22, 2005
9:48 PM

... celeb look-a-like ...

ok- guys go to this website... put a picture of you in the generateor and find out what three stars you look like a mix of :)

http://www.play-analogia.com/cgi-bin/index/u/


JAYD - Hugh Jackman, Bill Paxton, Alessandro del Pierro (hmmm......) _______________________________________

1:29 PM

... Imeldifffffffic!!! ...

Doesn't the fight for survival also justify swindle and
theft? In self defence, anything goes.
Imelda Marcos

God is love. I have loved. Therefore, I will go to
heaven.
Imelda Marcos

I am beyond logic and rationality.
Imelda Marcos

I am First Lady by accident. I was not elected by
the people but here I am.
Imelda Marcos

I did not have three thousand pairs of shoes, I had
one thousand and sixty.
Imelda Marcos

I hate ugliness. You know I'm allergic to ugliness.
Imelda Marcos

I have a different way of thinking. I think
synergistically. I'm not linear in thinking, I'm not
very logical.
Imelda Marcos

I have never been a material girl. My father always
told me never to love anything that cannot love you
back.
Imelda Marcos

I think that's a very kinky issue with the panties
and bras. That's the thing that they will display:
shoes, panties and bras.
Imelda Marcos

I was born ostentatious. They will list my name in
the dictionary someday. They will use 'Imeldific' to
mean ostentatious extravagance.
Imelda Marcos

If you know how rich you are, you are not rich. But
me, I am not aware of the extent of my wealth.
That's how rich we are.
Imelda Marcos

It is terribly important to do certain things, such as
wear overembroidered dresses. After all, the mass
follows class. Class never follows mass.
Imelda Marcos

It's the rich you can terrorize. The poor have
nothing to lose.
Imelda Marcos

My husband does not like me to give interviews
because I say too much. No talk, no trouble.
Imelda Marcos

Never dress down for the poor. They won't respect
you for it. They want their First Lady to look like a
million dollars.
Imelda Marcos

People say I'm extravagant because I want to be
surrounded by beauty. But tell me, who wants to
be surrounded by garbage?
Imelda Marcos

The problems with First Ladies is that you have to
set the standard. My role is to be both star and
slave.
Imelda Marcos

They call me corrupt, frivolous. I am not at all
privileged. Maybe the only privileged thing is my
face. And corrupt? God! I would not look like this if
I am corrupt. Some ugliness would settle down on
my system.
Imelda Marcos

We practically own everything in the Philippines.
Imelda Marcos

When they see me holding fish, they can see that I
am comfortable with kings as well as with paupers.
Imelda Marcos

Win or lose, we go shopping after the election.
Imelda Marcos _______________________________________

Thursday, July 21, 2005
1:20 PM

... mah Bhe @ BBB ...

last nyt was a blast! Big Bdays @ BED!
15 plus plus bday celebrants for July!
hehehe! dami tao! xempre ksama bhe ko dun (july13).


jayd and ian @ BBB 07.20.05

too bad he accidentally(?) smashed his face on our glass window b4 d party. wawa naman bhe ko. namaga at nagkasugat 2loy ilong...


havin coffee @ Komiks Cafe kc ngenge na kmi bhe ko sa tequila! waaaaaaahhhh! _______________________________________

Wednesday, July 20, 2005
9:41 AM

... anti-stress-teriyaki boy-kaizoku seafood salad-tofu steak-chika ...

whew! that was a fab dinner! with kaizoku seafood salad and tofu steak!
of course, mylene na inggitera when it comes to food and dining out ordered d same and oh boy she loved it! and the tuna gunkan as well! while dina cant resist the chiken donburi! now thats what i call appetite dina! hehehe!

well, i really have nothing sensible to say but just that i really enjoyed that bonding time gurls! daming chika and trivial stuff!!!

nex week ulit ha! and try na natin ung asparagus chuva ek ek! _______________________________________

Tuesday, July 19, 2005
12:05 PM

... mitsa ng buhay ...

grabe na tlga ang krimen sa ngayon.
lalo na ang pagnanakaw.
sa tindi ng hirap ng buhay.

kagabi, habang pauwi si joseph (ex-babes-turned-super-friend)
tinutukan sya ng isang magnanakaw sa jip.
nakuha ang Nokia 7610 nya.
nkakalungkot dhil hindi pa nga kmi tpos byaran yun.
(sabay kc namin binili yung mga fome namin last year)

sabi ko na lang, ingat palagi para hindi na maulit pa.

pang 3 na nya nawalan ng cellphone e.

just a while ago,
kausap ko si mylene (talent/formator).
yung kapitbahay daw niya, gnun din nangyari last sunday.
nagalangan ibigay ang cp, binaril! patay.

so ingat taung lahat. lagi. _______________________________________

Monday, July 18, 2005
12:30 PM

... i wont give up on u... ...

even if u want me to
i wud never give up on u.
we had more good times than bad ryt?
we may have failed as lovers
but im really wishing and hoping and praying
that we'll be good friends. _______________________________________

Saturday, July 16, 2005
10:19 PM

... mudra meets mah bhe ...

2day was a day 2 remmber.
mom met ian.
and i was so happy coz they got along easy.
thou mejo hiyaan pa, but yes, it was a fine day.
we had lunch, then stayed some more.
then went to Baclaran to hear mass.
yes, and i was a bit nervous coz tagal ko din di nagsimba.
but bhe, he wanted me to go back to Him.
and im happy abt it.
we were not able to hear mass coz he'll be late for work na.
so we just prayed a little and nagtirik kmi ng kandila.
tagal ko na ngang di nkapunta dahil nailipat na pala yung tirikan ng kandila sa may harap.
hehehehe!
then he went home, and i went to the parlor!
then i went home na din, and asked my mom if i can go to church with her for the evening mass.
nagulat sya! but she smiled.

im happy tlaga.

tnx bhe. i lov u. _______________________________________

Wednesday, July 13, 2005
1:50 PM

... mah bhe ...



mah bhe.
may u be d answer to my questions.
may u bring me better days.
today, on ur bday,
and our union,
may we be strong in all aspects of life.
u have me now,
i have you.
may He be with us from this day on.

im very happy. i am so inspired as well.
i have a reason for breathing.
and i have a motivation to be better.
no more one night stands.
wala ng karir.

good boy na uli ako.

_______________________________________

Monday, July 11, 2005
11:37 PM

... Kwentong Ebs ...



EBS NA MULTO - ang tipo ng ebs na pakiramdam
mo lumabas na sa puwet mo pero pagtingin mo sa
inidoro wala naman.

EBS NA MALINIS - ang tipo ng ebs na lumabas,
nakita mo sa inidoro, pero wala sa tissue.

BASANG EBS - ang tipo ng ebs kung saan
napunasan mo na ng 50 beses ang puwet mo pero
pakiramdam mo meron pa rin. kaya ang ginagawa
mo ay maglagay ng tissue sa pagitan ng puwet
mo para di matagusan ang pantalon mo.

EBS THE SECOND TIME AROUND - tapos ka
nang umebs, nasuot mo na ang panty o brief mo
tapos mararamdaman mong there's more to
come....

EBS NA PAMPUTOK LITID - ebs na kulang na
lang ay mapatid ang litid mo sa kakairi.

EBS ALA SHARON CUNETA - sa dami ng ebs
mo, mangangayayat kang talaga.

EBS ALA ANTONIO SABATO - ebs na sobrang
laki at haba na nakatatakot na i-flush dahil baka
maputol.

EBS NA MAINGAY - ang ebs na napakaingay ng
pagbulusok sa inidoro na lahat ng nakakarinig ay
natatawa.

EBS ALA MAIS - lam mo na to eh. don't tell me di
ka pa umebs ng ganito.

MAHANGING EBS - ang tipo kung saan gusto mo
umebs pero puro utot lang ang lumalabas.

EBS NA ECTOPIC - ebs na ang hirap ilabas,
feeling mo pahalang siya kung lumabas.

BASA ANG PISNGI MO EBS - ang tipo ng ebs na
sa sobrang bilis lumabas eh tumalsik ang tubig sa
pisngi ng puwet mo.

ARISTOKRATANG EBS - taong feeling niya ay
walang amoy ang ebs niya.

EBS NA AYAW MWALA - ang ebs na
nakakailang flush ka na pero meron at meron pa
rin maliit na bilog na ebs na lumulutang.

WRONG TIMING EBS - tipo ng ebs na di na panira
ng timing. halimbawa, nasa party ka, o may
outing, o kaya ay presentation o exam tapos bigla
ka na lang matatae. actually, uutot ka pero
sumasama na siya. kaya kung maglakad ka para
kang tanga.

WON;T LET GO EBS - ang ebs na matindi ang
kapit at ayaw malaglag kahit umiri ka na nang
umiri at igalaw-galaw mo pa ang puwet mo.

TAGUANG PONG EBS - ebs na lalabas, papasok,
lalabas, papasok uli, lalabas....

EBS NG KUNEHO - ebs na maliliit na bilog na
walang tigil sa kakalabas. Titigil ka na lang sa
kakaebs kasi bored ka na at ang tagal mo nang
nakaupo sa inidoro.

_______________________________________

8:00 PM

... moving on ...

4 years...
d best years of my life.
with you joseph, i am a better person now.
4 years.
when i learned a lot...

about life,
that it is such a beautiful journey
full of surprises, color, and wonder.

about family,
that they are your armor
and your survival kit.

about laughter,
that it keeps us going when things go bad.

about relationships,
that it is an inexplicable connection of two or more people
that can only be defined by the participants
and nobody else can understand it, but them.

about forgiveness,
that it is hard at first but is gratifying after all.

about tolerance,
that it has to have a limit as well.

about adjustment,
that it does not end and is a never ending process.

about change,
that it is the most feared thing...

about honesty,
that it takes a lot of it to sustain a relationship.

about contentment,
that it is something hard to fake.

about sex,
that it is just a spice in a relationship.

about kissing,
that it connects the souls of 2 persons so it should be carefully given.

about one nights stands,
that it should be for just one night.

about breakups,
that it is a start of a new journey.....


my story continues.
and i have to move on.
i have to accept the reality that u can never be exclusively mine.
that no matter how much u convince me that i am better than him and that u love me more than him, it would all be lies unless u give him up 4 me.
i told myself before, ill just give it a year, but hey, we almost had 4 years.
i thot i wont be asking for more, but i am only human.
and i wanna be happy completely.
i wanna grow. i wanna learn new things.
and i want you to realize that i can also be firm on my decisions.
that no matter how much i love you, i can also stand on my own.
i have been such a crazy lover, u know that.
but i never loved sum1 like i loved you.

im moving on.
im gonna bring with me all these.
with all your loving memories.
with the hope that things will be better.
and the prayer that He will continue to guide me.
and you.

joseph, my babes. my greatest love.






HANGGANG
Wency Cornejo


ilang ulit mo nang itinatanong sakin
kung hanggang saan
hanggang saan, hanggang kailan
hanggang kailan magtatagal
ang aking pagmamahal

hanggang may himig pa akong naririnig
dito sa ating daigdig
hanggang may musika akong tinataglay
kita'y iniibig

chorus:
giliw wag mo sanang isiping
ikaw ay aking lilisanin
'di ko magagawang, lumayo sayong piling
at nais kong malaman mo
kung gaano kita kamahal

hanggang ang diwa ko'y tanging sa 'yo laan
mamahalin kailanman
hanggang pag-ibig ko'y hanggang walang hanggan
tanging ikaw lamang

hanggang may himig pa akong naririnig
dito sa ating daigdig
hanggang may musika akong tinataglay
kita'y iniibig

hanggang may puso akong marunong magmahal
na ang isinisigaw ay lagi nang ikaw
hanggang saan, hanggang kailan
hanggang kailan kitang mahal
hanggang ang buhay ko'y kunin ng maykapal
hanggang may pag-ibig
laging isisigaw tanging ikaw _______________________________________

Sunday, July 10, 2005
3:38 PM

... stars n stripes weekend @ BED ...



with dada(kuron) and manolo

more pics @ www.bed.com.ph _______________________________________

Wednesday, July 06, 2005
12:25 AM

... something worth reading (esp for hot guys like...well, me. hahaha!) ...

"Getting there is half the fun. Enjoy the ride."


I. "STOP-AND-GO" MASTURBATING

When you begin to feel an orgasm approach cease all penile stimulation. Let
your level of excitement drop slightly, and then approach another orgasm.
Repeat this stop-and-go approach to an orgasm at least ten times. Notice
that stimulation to your penis feels better and better. On the tenth orgasm
approach bear down hard with your bulbospongiosus (piss stopper) muscle but
slow down your stroking as you reach the point of no return. This reduced
stimulation to the penis permits the pleasure of sexual organ emissions drive
you to the full ejaculatory orgasm. Notice the increased volume and
intensity of your orgasm.

GOALS:

1. Learn to resist the temptation of the orgasm. Just as your penis feels
really great to stroke...stop. You will discover that the avoidance of
immediate pleasure will bring greater pleasure.
2. Strengthen your sexual organ muscles.
3. Increase your mental control over orgasms.
4. Learn to measure the approach of your orgasm.
5. Feel the emissions phase as separate from the ejaculatory phase of an
orgasm.


II. RECTAL MONITOR

Practice the Stop-and-Go technique. When you are ready to orgasm lube up
your middle finger and stick it up your butt! Feel around your prostate
(walnut sized organ one to two inches past your anus) then put your finger
all the way in, past the prostate. With your finger probing above the
prostate proceed to an ejaculatory orgasm.

GOALS:

1. Learn how good it feels to massage your prostate and ampullary gland.
2. Feel how your internal sex organs harden during an ejaculatory orgasm.
The ampullary gland is felt when hard as triangular just above the prostate.
The seminal vesicles are the firm cords running down into the ampullary gland.


III. RELAXATION WHEN CLOSE:

Practice Stop-and-Go approaches to an orgasm, but try to get a little closer
to the point of no return. When you get real close, stop stroking your penis
and completely relax all sex muscles. Concentrate especially on relaxing
your bulbospongiosus (piss stopper) muscle, by creating the feeling you
produce when trying to start to piss. Let your level of excitement drop, but
less so, before resuming the approach to another orgasm. Relax completely
each time you are near an orgasm and stop sexual stimulation. Notice that
relaxation helps to extinguish the feelings associated with an emissions
orgasm.

GOALS:

1. Learn to resist the lure of an ejaculatory orgasm that is now closer. You
must relax just when your piss stopper muscle would naturally bear down, and
stop stroking just when it feels really good.
2. Learn to more quickly resume penile stimulation after stopping.
3. Learn to get closer and closer to ejaculatory inevitability without
passing that reflex threshold.


IV. CLOSE RELAX CLOSE RELAX SO CLOSE

Build up your level of sexual excitement first with at least five stop-and-go
sessions, then try to get REAL CLOSE to an orgasm and RELAX all sex organ
muscles. Get so close that you would have triggered an ejaculatory orgasm if
you had not become fully relaxed. Your mission is continue to feel the
orgasm approach for a few seconds even though you are not stimulating your
penis. The lure to stroke yourself is very strong at this point but resist!
With practice you will briefly enter the sex organs' emissions phase without
ejaculating. Relaxing will suppress your ejaculatory reflex response and
help keep semen retained behind the ejaculatory ducts valves. Semen pressure
will build in the ampullary gland. A gentle finger massage of the prostate
and ampullary gland once they are gorged from emissions is pleasurable.

GOALS:

1. Learn to resist the lure of an orgasm you have actually begun. The temptation to continue stroking yourself is very strong at this point.
2. Practice this exercise until you enter the emissions phase fully relaxed. Your seminal vesicles will harden and discharge into your ampullary gland, but no fluid should leak into your urethra.
3. Observe how much better penile stimulation feels when your loins are gorged with sperm, ampullary gland, and seminal fluids.
4. Learn to vary penile stimulation by site, and by intensity.
5. Expand your mental control over what was previously an uncontrollable cascade of sexual organ events. You are increasing the number of brain cells you devote to sex.

V. SEMINAL VESICLES HARD FIVE-TEN TIMES

Build up sexual tension with several close stop-and-go approaches, then proceed to the threshold of the ejaculatory reflex. Be careful to cease stimulation and relax fully just as you begin to enter the emissions phase of your orgasm. Sometimes at this point your seminal vesicles will harden. You will notice a distinct feeling inside your rectum when your seminal vesicles harden. Let your excitement wane, then come close to the point of no return again. Practice reaching the ejaculatory reflex threshold so that you harden your seminal vesicles at least five times. Semen will accumulate each time the seminal vesicles harden. Now contract your bulbospongiosus (piss stopper) muscle and feel semen push back up into the ampullary gland...FEELS GOOD! Notice the increased quantity of semen ejaculated when you finally cum.

GOALS:

Build up semen pressure behind your ejaculatory ducts valves.
Manipulate the fluid in your internal sexual organs.
Learn to harden your seminal vesicle without causing ejaculatory contractions or leaking semen.
VI. RESIST THE ULTIMATE TEMPTATION

Gorge your internal sex organs with semen, reaching seminal vesicle hardening at least five times then stop...take out the trash or something. Be careful to protect your tender balls. Let your level of excitement drop completely, then resume the seminal vesicle hardening. Be very careful to build up your excitement slowly with a few stop-and-go's before attempting a seminal vesicle hardening. Proceeding too fast can cause uncomfortable leakage of semen.

GOALS:

Learn how much excitement is required before attempting a seminal vesicle hardening.
Stop your masturbation session for at least two hours. You will be totally horny. Resist the lure!
Try to spend one night with your sex organs gorged. You will likely experience vivid sexual dreams.
Gain complete control of when you have an ejaculatory orgasm.

VII. SO CLOSE CONTINUOUSLY

Build up to five seminal vesicle hardenings, relax and fill your ejaculatory ducts, then contract your piss stopper muscle and push the semen up into your ampullary gland. Get as close to your ejaculatory orgasm as you can without crossing the reflex response threshold. Now practice close-relax-harden-contract, and again close-relax-harden-contract repeatedly, in rapid succession. Ultimately, you will enter a state of nearly continuous orgasm emission phases. Your swollen testes and throbbing spermatic cords will orgasm. Orgasm emission pleasures from your ampullary gland are amplified by the accumulating fluid and especially fluid pressure in your ejaculatory ducts. The rapid succession of emissions orgasms becomes a continuous orgasm without ejaculation.

GOALS:

Learn to harden your seminal vesicles at will.
Learn to harden your seminal vesicles in rapid succession.
Practice staying very close to an ejaculatory orgasm, almost continuously
feeling a harden _______________________________________

Friday, July 01, 2005
3:35 PM

... r u still virgin? ...




im NOT! wahahaha! _______________________________________