Friday, April 28, 2006
11:18 AM

... happy bdayssssssss! ...

yesterday was len's bday!
she's now 24.
she invited us for dinner
@ Italliani's G4.
mudra had taping but asked her to go ahead
coz i have to wait for alex.
we had to meet migui @ sbc megastrip
(for the ipod nano).
habol ko na din ang gift ko sau sis ha!


jayd, sis, and kukai
may u have more bdays to come sis!
more boylets, freebies, and treats too!

at ngayong araw namang ito, bday ni alex.
i find it funny thou,
coz he was not supposed to celebrate it here.
but yeah, he's still here.
come to think of it,
his extension is longer than the time
he's supposed to stay here lang!
i love this guy!
so fun, no dull moments pag ksama mo xa!
and so para mkaganti ako sa lahat ng kalokohan
mo sa akin
(especially now that ur addicted into putting
just any stuff u thought of into
our bed, or my bag, or wherever,
just to see how i react!)
im posting ur most fab pic here!


alex in a not so fab pose
taken this morning before i go to work
i put powder in his face and he didnt notice it
so i captured the priceless moment!
happy bday cool stuff! _______________________________________

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
10:40 AM

... lensesssssssss ...

sumbd stop me.
i cant get enuf of it!
i just bought 2 new pairs yesterday.
one is brown, the other is pure hazel.
both from freshlook.

these should be good for now.
it should be.
i have 7 pairs already!
weeeeeeeeeeeee!
1. charcoal (EO)
2. coffee (EO)
3. aquamarine (EO)
4. midnight (freshlook)
5. gray (freshlook)
6. brown (freshlook)
7. pure hazel (freshlook)

here are some pics of me and bhe
on lenses:


brown colorblends on jayd
daytime soft shocker


gray colorblends on ivan
nightime cute bluff _______________________________________

Tuesday, April 25, 2006
3:30 PM

... missing archie ...


archie and me
lookin good with tanned tones
(alex and ivan on d background)

archie is one guy i really love.
i fell for him at first sight.
its like 3 years ago.
we dated and had a short but sweet affair.
and now were really good friends!

we almost like, do and have d same stuff.
same colors, same contacts,
same boys, same guys
same music, same sign even!
sagitarrius!
he was born nov 25 1980 and
i was born nov 26 1980!

today, it just felt weird
coz it felt like archie's day today.
la lang, namiss ko lang xa.

maybe bec di natuloy ung ktv namin kgabi!
hehehehe!


taken during our trip to puerto galera
last march
(alex and koji on d background) _______________________________________

10:21 AM

... what?!? ...

im sad.
one of my friends is suffering ryt now.
he's having trouble @ work.
just because their mgmt is suspecting
that he's gay and living with a man.

i got the call while i was on my way to work.
he's so down and down.

really sad.

why does it have to be an issue now?
if all these years, he has been duin his job well.

he has been out all these years,
her mom is very supportive of him.
all his friends too.
and his officemates as well.

i just feel that its unfair.

to be judged that way.

to take sexuality as a basis of morality.

for all i know, my friend is more moral
than any straight man out there.
like my dad, for instance.
he left us for another woman last year lang.

i know that its a moral issue.
but i think what's worse is when people think or talk
of bad things about other people.

here is a man who is sincere in his work.
a man who has been a good son.
a man who has been a good provider.
a good friend.
a true person inside out.
BUT being attacked at the back by
hell knows who he/she is.

my friend is not a bad person.
he's gay.
BUT NOT A BAD PERSON.

friend, kaya mo yan.
don't give up.
we'll be here no matter what.
pray ka lang.
mahal ka ng Diyos, kc mabait ka.
maganda ang karma mo. _______________________________________

Monday, April 24, 2006
10:59 PM

... whew! ...

today was such a blessing.
a lot of things were cured.

i have to thank Him for showing me the light.
for continuously guiding me in all these.
and for all the blessings
despite and inspite of.

today, i was able to clarify some things
with our atty.
i was able to reorganize my team.
and was able to reach to my boss too.

so there. i feel better.
whew!

========

and so to make things a lot lot lot better...
ive bought new contacts yehey!
i dunno, im just so into lenses the past say...
3 months now?

to add to my collection:


misty gray
looks good during the day...


looks even better @ nyt!


midnight
for a subtle radiant glow
fits well with my corporate barong _______________________________________

Saturday, April 22, 2006
10:11 AM

... happy 3rd anniv BED! ...

we've been partyin for 3 years now!
and i wish u more partiesssssssss!

thnx to ron, manolo, great, and the rest of the BED board
for approving my request of 5 guests per nyt!
wahooo!
don't u worry, im gonna be giving u moooooore vids!


dennis, alex, me, and archie _______________________________________

Thursday, April 20, 2006
12:48 PM

... happy but sad ...

im happy.
bhe got the job. it was a dream job for him.
and he is so excited!

im sad, thou.
because it would mean that we're not gonna be
together like we used to.
coz i work during the day, he does at nyt.
graveyard kc.

i cried. and really cried this morning.
maybe bec of all the pressures at work.
and finances.
and all the stress.
and the only thing that makes me happy
(when were not fighting)
is my bhe.
and now, i don't get to be with him after work....
what's worse, id be missing sleeping beside him.

its tough.
sinabi ko na nga ba e.
im again in this situation where i have to adjust.

life. _______________________________________

12:15 AM

... go go go! ...

i just finished the avp that our ceo needs later.
whew! im really hoping he'll like it.

one thing just came obvious:
i really work best under pressure.
imagine, an entirely new avp in just 2 days!
somebody kill the radioslave!

btw, alex and dennis just passed by.
bhe also dropped by.
he has an interview at influent now.
i can wait for him till i finish burnin cds.

til tomoro. tata! _______________________________________

12:14 AM

... bhe just resigned from work ...

and there's going to be a lot of adjustments.

he cant stand it anymore e.
i cannot force him.
he's had enuf.

no more endless dota.

no more festive eatouts.

no more taxicabs.

no more nonsense spending.

oh boy, good thing sex is free. weeeeeeeeee!

but kiddin aside, we really need to be thrifty.
all should be budgeted.

a while ago, we went to the market and bought veggies and stuff.
would be cooking home food from now on.
this is going to save a lot of mullah for us.

it was a cute experience thou, felt like the real stuff huh.
mag-asawa!

i cooked toge today. and chicken tocino.
ok naman cya! bhe loved it!

hay naku, one day down! _______________________________________

Tuesday, April 18, 2006
7:34 PM

... no holy week @ puerto galera 2006 ...


rampage do on good friday

this was the 1st time i went pagan on a holy week.
@ puerto galera, that is.
no less.

in as much as i want to tell the story from begining to end
in detail, id rather not.
im just lazy, thats y.

but im giving the highlights instead:

- getting early bus and early bagka to white beach
- discovering that were not sharing rooms, and getting less
money for other stuff
- the nice parties on the nights we were there
- seeing a lot of friends from malate and makati and wherever
- getting nice tan
- going to the mini beach with everyone
- rampage sa bakahan
- picture taking at batuhan
- inihaw na liempo, talong, red egg, choco banana shake, turon
- dalisay purified water
- bb
- no sex at all
- getting the airconditioned room on the last night
- sleeping near the trash because alex has the room key
- choosing to sleep on the last nyt than to party

this aint enuf. and so here are some pics:


@ batuhan, bhe took this. hehe!
taken on the last day, sunday around 7am


no pakialam... wizzzzzzzzzzzzz!


nice sunset over our faces


another sunset shot


me, reysan, koji, alex, ivan
seashore rampa


bottoms for lollies


party whoresss


getting ready for the swim huh!


waiting for the shake _______________________________________

Wednesday, April 12, 2006
1:29 PM

... gay mecca of the philippines ...

me and my friends are goin to puerto galera this holy weekend.
im sure, its not goin to be holy....
but it will be a lot of fun.

will miss my blog. sob.

will be posting pics when i get back. =P _______________________________________

Tuesday, April 11, 2006
6:11 PM

... kissing... ...


...like fools _______________________________________

10:34 AM

... how evil am i? ...

You Are 68% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

funny coz i should be contemplating this season of lent.
and here i am computing how evil i am!

=P _______________________________________

Monday, April 10, 2006
10:29 AM

... so-so weekend ...


bhe! always pa-cute!


bluff!!!

weekend was unusually so-so.
no malate. no gimiks. no ktv.
we just stayed home.
and played dota at a nearby cafe.

and some starbucking with sum friends pala.

cooked spicy tuna mushroom pasta.
cooked my sweetend sardines specialty.

watched dvd.
(oh, i just bought a dvd player for us! weeeeeeeeeee!)
well, watched, narnia, didnt finish it though.
watched the exorcism of emily rose.
watched for a while the m2m pron alex bought.
wetched VHM too.

played sum dvd games.
(u know those games from the family computer by nintendo?)
those games. hahaha! really cute.

played cards!
played almost all d games we recalled.

and more dota dota dota!

posting here a pic of gurllllllllllllllllll!
cute cute!


si gurl, ang aming pampasaya sa bahay! _______________________________________

Thursday, April 06, 2006
2:25 PM

... sleepy days ...

these days, im always sleepy.
despite the hed kandi tracks on my w550i,
i still feel sleepy on my travels.
i am always sleepy.

is it normal?
is it something
that is part of the growing process.

i wanna be like a baby.

im getting tired of being an adult.

i just wanna sleep all day. _______________________________________

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
5:05 PM

... yey! 2nd monthsari dinner!!! ...


wala kasi kukuha sa aming 2 kaya ayan,
pagdikitin ko na lang. hehehe!
taken last nyt @ teriyaki boy glorietta _______________________________________

Monday, April 03, 2006
10:51 AM

... hapi 2nd monthsary bhe ...


feeling ko 2 years na tau.
dahil lagi tau mgkasama... hayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
khit lagi away, lagi naman bate e... lol! _______________________________________

10:34 AM

... last nyt @ PD Mabolo ...


last nyt was our last nyt @ PD Mabolo.
d2 nagstay si alex for more than a month.
he's now transferring to his auntie.
but syempre, minsan sa amin sya stay or ivan's.
we'll definitely gonna miss this shitty place.
dami na ring bonding moments d2 e...

ung pagakyat ko sa lusutan sa taas ng kwarto nung tym
na nagaway kmi ni ivan dahil ingay nya at di ako mkatulog.
nung tym na di mkapasok si alex dahil naiwan ang shushi
at binasag nya ang bintana para makapasok.
ang mga niluto kong pasta dito. haaaaaay.
ang maanghang na bicol express ng maid ni ms alma na pranzia din!
ang mga nadalang booking ni bing!
ang mga ungol ni bing kapag may booking!
ang mga tam*d marks sa mga bedsheet.
ang mga loobeey marks sa bedsheet.
ang mga stain sa bedsheet.
ang paglalaro ko ng psp sa kwarto ni junjun.
ang pagtikim ko ng poppers.
ang mga house music na pinatugtog namin ni bing.
sina dk tijam, destiny's child, nora aunor,
mariah mimi, ultimate kylie
at ang mga iba pang cd na d2 pinatugtog.
mga dvd ni kylie, cher, madonna na d2 pinanuod.
ang amoy ng mabahong natambak na basura sa labas.
ang pagkagulat nmin ni alex one tym
sa 3rd floor dhil may mukhang mumu!
ang black bat na d2 kinaadikan!
ang pagkabara ng cr sa taas!
ang pagkabara ng sink sa baba!
ang mahirap na paghugas ng pwet sa cr sa baba!
ang salamin na ibinaba ni jun dahiln walang
silbi sa itaas.
ang foam na favorite nmin jugjugan ni ivan
tuwing madaling araw!
ang mga alarm ng cellfone kapag gigising na!
ang mga araw na di pumasok dhil di nagising!
ang mga pagboborlog para paghahanda sa dota!
ang wig ni alex!
ang nawalang bulgari!
ang naiwang p910i sa taxi, dito iniyakkkkkkkkk huhu!
ang mga booking ni alex na d2 pinatikim ng dragon na pinump!
ang apple mint na loobey na d2 unang natikman!
haaaaaaaaaaaaay....
at syempre ang mga taong nakapunta d2
na magiging bahagi ng aking alaala sa
ating munting paglagi sa PD Mabolo.



eto pic nmin ni ivan sa huling pagtulog namin d2.
mamimiss namin tlga ito...
bye PD Mabolo... _______________________________________