Tuesday, June 01, 2004
8:35 PM

... for you ...

for you who came to my life in the most unexpected time... but in the most gentle way.
for you who came to rescue me from the shadows of the past... and in the heat of ur warm embrace.
for you who gave me another chance to show how much i can love... and how much i can fight for love.
for you who showed me how to be strong again... and how to be meek at times.
for you who kissed me like no other... and who makes me feel wonder.
for you who stood by me.
my sweet surrender for now.
my beloved.

i miss u so much.
more than i have missed being me.
for i am so lost without you.
i miss our laughter.
i miss your text messages.
i miss your voice.
i miss your hair.
i miss your neck. your lips, your eyes that is so dear to me.
i miss all of u.
more than anything else.

for the love i almost lost.
a payment for all the harm ive done.
and pains i have caused.
unknowingly, were hurting.
and there was silence.
a consequence i have to face.

when do i see u again?
when do i hear ur heartbeat again?
when do we sleep together again?
the red wine is waiting...
and ur scent in my pillow is starting to fade.

pls come home soon.
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