Friday, May 06, 2005
6:27 PM

... the head (not the nasty head u myt think...) ...

until now, i still cant imagine my dad having an affair at his golden age.
eeeew!
i never had an idea that it would happen. but it happened.

so now im assuming his role as head of this family.
i am gonna be taking care of my mom and my sister till she gets married...

maybe that's my mission, to take care of my mom.
and maybe this thing with mom's radio is a blessing for me.
its mother's day this sunday and i'm planning to treat her out.
it need not to be really flamboyant with all the works.
i just wanna make sure that she will have a good day, a little pampering blah blah.

another journey for me.
i feel stronger thou.

i have a lot of things that i wanna say but i feel weird writing all the details of our argumentations here. some things are really best kept unwritten. but in my heart, it will always be there.

to my dad, ur still my dad. noone can replace you.
but you chose the other girl over us.
u r free to go now.

i am letting you go now.

i will miss you, of course.
but you chose that path.

i dunno how the good Lord shall bless you.
but still, i pray for your safety and happiness.

i still love you dad.

that is why i am so hurt when u left us......

now, i am assuming your role as head of this family.
and may the good Lord bless me and guide me all thru d days to come. _______________________________________