Monday, July 11, 2005
8:00 PM
... moving on ...
4 years...
d best years of my life.
with you joseph, i am a better person now.
4 years.
when i learned a lot...
about life,
that it is such a beautiful journey
full of surprises, color, and wonder.
about family,
that they are your armor
and your survival kit.
about laughter,
that it keeps us going when things go bad.
about relationships,
that it is an inexplicable connection of two or more people
that can only be defined by the participants
and nobody else can understand it, but them.
about forgiveness,
that it is hard at first but is gratifying after all.
about tolerance,
that it has to have a limit as well.
about adjustment,
that it does not end and is a never ending process.
about change,
that it is the most feared thing...
about honesty,
that it takes a lot of it to sustain a relationship.
about contentment,
that it is something hard to fake.
about sex,
that it is just a spice in a relationship.
about kissing,
that it connects the souls of 2 persons so it should be carefully given.
about one nights stands,
that it should be for just one night.
about breakups,
that it is a start of a new journey.....
my story continues.
and i have to move on.
i have to accept the reality that u can never be exclusively mine.
that no matter how much u convince me that i am better than him and that u love me more than him, it would all be lies unless u give him up 4 me.
i told myself before, ill just give it a year, but hey, we almost had 4 years.
i thot i wont be asking for more, but i am only human.
and i wanna be happy completely.
i wanna grow. i wanna learn new things.
and i want you to realize that i can also be firm on my decisions.
that no matter how much i love you, i can also stand on my own.
i have been such a crazy lover, u know that.
but i never loved sum1 like i loved you.
im moving on.
im gonna bring with me all these.
with all your loving memories.
with the hope that things will be better.
and the prayer that He will continue to guide me.
and you.
joseph, my babes. my greatest love.
HANGGANG
Wency Cornejo
ilang ulit mo nang itinatanong sakin
kung hanggang saan
hanggang saan, hanggang kailan
hanggang kailan magtatagal
ang aking pagmamahal
hanggang may himig pa akong naririnig
dito sa ating daigdig
hanggang may musika akong tinataglay
kita'y iniibig
chorus:
giliw wag mo sanang isiping
ikaw ay aking lilisanin
'di ko magagawang, lumayo sayong piling
at nais kong malaman mo
kung gaano kita kamahal
hanggang ang diwa ko'y tanging sa 'yo laan
mamahalin kailanman
hanggang pag-ibig ko'y hanggang walang hanggan
tanging ikaw lamang
hanggang may himig pa akong naririnig
dito sa ating daigdig
hanggang may musika akong tinataglay
kita'y iniibig
hanggang may puso akong marunong magmahal
na ang isinisigaw ay lagi nang ikaw
hanggang saan, hanggang kailan
hanggang kailan kitang mahal
hanggang ang buhay ko'y kunin ng maykapal
hanggang may pag-ibig
laging isisigaw tanging ikaw
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