Wednesday, August 03, 2005
11:44 AM
... argh! am i getting older or what? ...
is this symptom no.1:
for the past month, ive been really really conscious about my eyes.
the dark circles. the eye bags. the wrinkles.
im only 24. and i have em all already.
been trying different eye creams/gel/formula, what d heck! even ice cubes!
and i think it was even better when i was not even curious about em!
am i getting older?
is this symptom no.2:
eversince, i only need 4 hours of sleep to make me energetic.
less is ok. 3 hours is fine. 2 hours is like a power nap.
but more than 5 hours will really make me lazy. a complete 8 hours of sleep will make me a couch potato. yes.
now, ive observed, the past 2 weeks, i have to sleep more than 4 hours.
and besides, i can now sleep while travelling, which is not so me!!!
and i can sleep even on my fave tv show! what is that?!?
is this symptom no.3:
i brought home several CDs last last weekend. these are the latest house music, i got it from waterboy Alex. i was about to play them Sunday morning but u know what i played instead? Hits of 60s, 70s and 80s!!! Morning, Noon, and Nightime i still think of you, Think of Laura, Misty, This Time I'll Be Sweeter, and the list goes on! i played the cd for almost the whole afternoon while cleaning the house. now, what does that have to say?
is this symptom no.4:
i hate repairs. i mean, clothers being repaired just to fit me. i would rather buy a new pair of jeans than have some of my old jeans repaired. but last weekend, i found 3 old pairs of jeans and have them repaired!!! well, of course, mah bhe was the one who convinced me to do so, but then again, what does that say?
is this symptom no.5:
i enjoy talking to my mommy talents now! nuff said.
it was just recently when i get to devote so many time for bonding with them. and im surprised coz i am really enjoying it. and even looking forward to our Tuesday Treat @ Teriyaki Boy. what is that?
is this symptom no.6:
BED (Malate) is my sanctuary, or it used to be. waaaaaaaaaaah!!!
the thing is, there are times when i now get pissed off when im there coz its too crowded, too noisy, or there's just to much smoke. i used to like dancing to the beats, but not recently. most of the time now, i would just stand in one corner and smoke and just observe. and of course, manlait ng mga bakla!!! hahaha! with M and Dada, Manolo, Jhayar, Abet, or whoever is there with me. what's happening to me?
is this symptom no.7:
i used to be a "border" in our own home. why? because i would only stay there during weekends. the rest of the week, i stay in the studio. but now, i go home everyday. it may be because i want to spend time with mudra, eat the food she cooked, watch tv with her, laugh with her, etc. what is that?
???
i have asked a lot of my friends about this and they all said:
"jayd/jayz, tumatanda ka na."
di ako makareact ng tama.
napapalunok na lang ako ng malalim...
???
here's the killer, i was just thinking about asking God for some signs.
and u know what happened this morning?
on my way here to the office, sa jeep na nasakyan ko,
3 lang ang kaedad ko nung sumakay ako,
tpos may 1 thunderlolo sa dulo na laging nahuhulog ang bag,
may 3 thundercats na chika ng chika about sum kumare na nakaaway ni kumare,
may 2 magasawang thundercats na natutulog pa ung lola, at may sumakay pang 2 thundercats na papunta palengke!!!
YUN NA!
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