Friday, May 12, 2006
8:34 PM

... kaya pala ...

lately, for the past 3-4 days,
ive been getting weird visions of my
used-to-be dad.
really weird.
this one time, while on my way to work,
i was on a bus,
the guy next to my seat
really looked like him!
only a little older
and more stressed i guess.
yung tipong ngarag na ngarag.
for almost 15 minutes or so,
i thot it was him.

this was just one of those,
the others were not as vivid.

also, last week,
ive been getting calls
(and missing all of them on purpose)
from my aunts, sa father side.
yeah.

and then this morning,
my cuzin, father side,
-she's d closest to me-
txted me.
and gave me the news that
our ama (grandfather-father side)
is sick and is in town.
cancer.

i felt sad.
but i can do nothing bout it.
id be offering prayers perhaps.

ok ok ok.
its not even an issue of forgiveness nor pride.
my take on this is simple:
ive more impt things to attend to.

tama na nga.
baka isipin nyo pa e masama ugali ko.

di naman masyado.

i would understand, really,
ur reactions.

but then again,
it won't matter. _______________________________________