Friday, May 26, 2006
1:43 PM

... my gratitude attitude (pahiram mylene ha!) ...

yesterday was a turbulent day.
and i wanna thank d ff guys for bein there for me.

first, to pam,
my very lovely friend in the office,
for listening to me yesterday.
u know, next to janice, u are my bestfriend here @ work.
we share certain philosophies kc. UP tau pareho e!
a lot of times, we just have to look each other in the eye
and we already know what we meant.
and that my dear is very important to me.
coz i do not share that to a lot of people.
honestly, i was about to ask u to come sa booth sana
coz my mind was really pulsating with i dunno what feeling it was.
a mix of anger and sadness and hurt and pain and sumthing else.
u know how much HARDwork we are doing and i dunno...
maybe God just wants to challenge me some more.
i know, i know, she didnt mean to hurt me or anyone else.
but really, i was hurt. i am human.
but the good thing was, i was able to stand up again.
that's where the dilemma was in the 1st place
--- i was probably being judged as not performing well,
but hey! i know i am REALLY working hard.
i am not even complaining, coz i f*ckin love my work.
i really do!
so there, before i was about to call u, u were there,
u came inside (syet, parang anal sex itoh???)
and u listened to me.
and i am really thankful.

second, to janice, bes,
like pam, u went inside too (ooohhh!)
probably to check on me.
and yes, thank u for listening.
thank u for not letting me down,
and for standing up for me.
God is good for sending u to me.

third, to noel.
this time around, i am the one who needs a LOT of support.
and thanks for extending your hand (okay, time for orals now!)
i really appreciate it bro.

lastly, to my boss.
i love you. i mean it.
as i told u, i know where ur coming from.
of course i can say to you that i am hurt, u were hurt too.
u got disappointed, and i am sorry for that.
i believe it was just lack of communication and coordination.
but otherwise, were fine.
oh you, you superwoman, i envy you.
someday, ill be like you.
but even if that day comes, i will still look up to you.
u will always be an inspiration to me.
a major one.
(or majorette as what lengleng/allen prefers)

oh, and God.
how can i forget you? stoopid me.
thanks for making me strong in all these times.


on a lighter note (as in note? hmmmmmmm...)


thanks to all my friends in connexion.org
who responded to my message about my ex
who i wish multiple deaths up to now.
thanx for cheering me up, for making me feel its just okay,
and for asking me what happened. (duh!)
GAWD, there was a link there that links to my site!
yet some people reacted differently.
but yeah, thanx for replying.

to all ive met last night @ BED,
esp my old friends who love bluefrog
u were all fabulous last nyt!
but the bluefrog was really deadly last nyt.
DEATH TO ME that i had to leave earlier
than how in planned to.
good thing archie already has his booking. AWARD!
and boo/sean needed to go home too for recovery.
(i am spreading rumors that he's got std.... evil!!!)

so there.
im gonna get back to work now.
u got me right, its crunch time for me.
till the next 2 weeks perhaps. _______________________________________