Monday, August 07, 2006
1:48 PM

... another used to be ...

i dont want any more drama.
and i guess its right time
that i let go of u
and u let go of me.
its not healthy anymore
and its becoming more and more
complicated
day after day.

as i told u,
u were a lot better before i met you.
when i walked into ur life,
u saw somebody to lean on.
of course, i was always there for u.
in all aspects.
physically,
emotionally,
mentally,
sexually,
financially.
but there is such thing as enough.
and when its enough,
its enough.

i didnt give u up ivan just bec i got tired of u.
or i got so impatient.
or bec i was hurt with the several accounts of
infidelity.
its all given.

i am letting u go because i want you to
stand up again and maybe learn to be mature
without me.
coz u have been so dependent on me.
and its not good.
for me, and for both of us.

we shall see each other soon.
again.
i dunno when,
i dunno how.
but i know why.


here's the last pic i took with u.
its a negative, and it meant something.


these were ur hands that time
and boy will i miss those hugs and sweet moments.
but really, u gotta fly first ivan.

i shall miss u.
i loved u bhe.
but we gotta do, what we gotta do. _______________________________________