Thursday, March 01, 2007
2:06 PM
... another lesson learned, the hard way ...
my grandfather just died.
2 weeks ago, he was hospitalized.
he wished to see me.
but i didnt vist him.
just because i never wanted to be involved with them again.
after my dad left us 2 years ago.
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my mind is empty ryt now.
i had some alcohol last nyt.
oh not some, a lot!
i wanna puke.
i wanna. i wanna.
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